Atlas
is what we refer to as a map
to orient ourselves
where is home
where am i going
where have i been
a spacial relationship with the world
with space
where time only matters
in spanning the distance
from one place to the next
how many hours to drive this distance
how many years has it been since I was there?
when did i fall in love
how did time pass so quickly
and what do i fill it with
these days
these moments
as i circle the drain of my home
home as stability
home as source
nourishment
established
roots
investment
safety
support
And when we leap into unknown
exploring
territory
whether they be physical
or mental regions
creative or relational
we recognize
borders are bullsh*t
that we trace lines around reality
to make a shape of it
to create a construct
a container
to hold all this life
water without a container
spills
evaporates
dissipates
gets absorbed
water within a container
can be channeled
but it can also
evaporate
dissipate
be absorbed
(depending on the vessel).
Atlas held up the heavens
but heaven is just space
that need not be held
your burdens
are, often, the same
what is essential
can be felt
(physically
or otherwise)and
you discern
what is yours
to carry.
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this lunation
In contemplation, I asked what needed to be conveyed this lunation. I do this with every Moon Mailer, with every private report, and with every intentional word I set to page or speak in class or publicly.
An image of Atlas appeared in my mind.
An image etched in human psyche — whether that be Dr. Frankenfurter’s laboratory to make the perfect man in Rocky Horror Picture Show. Is it the art deco statue in Rockeller Plaza, or the man shouldering the Earth on the cover of Atlas Shrugged, Ayn Rand’s dystopian political novel comparing the capitalist and the intellectual class holding the modern world up (loud buzzer indicating INCORRECT blares in the background).
Atlas, the titan, is whom the Atlantic Ocean is named for, is who Atlantis is referring to. The Olympians punished this Titan to shoulder the heavens for eternity.
He was not shouldering the Earth, but carrying the sky, which we know gravity is managing. The sky as concept, as space, as abstract, as ether, is not something that needs be shouldered, yet we experience the heavy burden of our thoughts, of the unknown, of space, or uncharted territories.
The burden is a construct. It is an illusion. Yet we carry it.
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